Wew
Mood:  don't ask
Topic: ANGRY
Ok, this really PISSES me off! Alright, I lived in this really retarded foster home for four years, where the foster mother treated me like dirt and so did the retarded foster kids. The only reason I stayed was because I was going through a tough period of my life(my whole life sux!), and they had horses, I love horses. But finely I got so sick of it I left a couple weeks ago, I just up and ran away. I walked 47 miles to a town near my real mums farm and called her to come pick me up because it was dark, I was cold and my knees hurt so bad I couldnt walk anymore(I had bunged up knees since I was little). So she came and picked me up, and she was soo happy because I hadnt talked to her in like a year or something. I stayed with her a day, and then she took me in to social services because she had to or she would have been put in jail. And then my worker told me that I would be still on awall but they couldnt do anything. So I stayed another day and got a puppy named Muddy(I named her), shes Australion Shepard and Blue heeler cross. Then my mother gets charged with sexual assalt(one of my little sisters accused her), and so my worker tells me I have to leave! I either have to go back to my old foster home(FAT F'ING CHANCE), or to one of my older sisters houses(I have eight sisters). I was sooo pissed off, because I always wanted to go back to the farm(my mums place) but I was soo sick of the run around from SS, and also my parents had to morgage the farm to pay for lawyers. See, my dad was abusive...but anyway, I feel so bad for my poor mum living so far away from anywhere with NO ONE. I signed the F'ING pgo papers to make their life easier but I ONLY F*CKED IT UP MORE! Oh my god IM SO F*ING MAD!!! Now im here in THIS F*CKING place of Pennys for F*ING weeks out of school and IM GONNA F*CKING fail! UGH!